Ok, so today, my friends leave for California. It's really dawning on me hard that not only am I NOT going, but I can't do shit period. Can't work, can't skate...can't hardly walk. I have 4 days until I have to be back at work. I guess you can say I'm praying for a small miracle.
Trying not to get fully bummed out about everything, but it's pretty damn hard. Imagine having a lifelong dream of doing something, then, at the very last second, it get's yanked away from you. It's a hard pill to swallow.
From going from being a very active person, to someone who can barely stand up, is just super harsh. People have been telling me that this happened to me for a reason. I'm just not too sure just what that reason is. I hate to confirm truths, but it seems that whenever I have a trip to go on, I'm injured right before I go....making it so much harder for me. Gotta find a a way to break that cycle. I'm a positive thinker, and try not to perpetuate a problem...but this has been quite the ongoing thing. And it's hella annoying.
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